The following is an excerpt from PUMPYMUCKLES. Enjoy!
Where was
the harm in one little peep? Everybody was out and the staff must have gone
below stairs again. And she'd been told to explore while he was out. Nobody
said anything about staying out of the master's study.
Taking a
deep breath, she walked into the room and let the door stand ajar behind her.
To close it would definitely make it seem as if she was up to no good in there,
but it was all perfectly innocent, wasn't it? She was simply looking around,
making herself familiar with the house.
Hands behind
her back, she strolled to the fire and felt the caress of warmth gently touch
her face. If it was not tended, the fire could soon go out. Surely Mr. Hart
would welcome a good fire when he came back to the house. But having reached
for the poker, Ever paused, shook her head. Not hers to worry about. She put
her hands behind her back again. If a maid came in and found her interfering
with the fire they might not appreciate it. Not her place. Not her concern.
Perhaps it had been left to go out deliberately.
If she
stirred it up, they would know she'd been in here.
Besides,
Mr. Hart hadn't even thought about a decent room for her and had entirely
forgotten she was coming until the last minute. He didn't care if she was cold
and uncomfortable.
Ever sensed
she wasn't going to like her employer very much. What sort of man would hire a
woman without references and then forget to inform his housekeeper until the
morning of her arrival?
Scattered, inconsiderate, arrogant. Forgets
promises and leaves havoc in his wake, but thinks it all very amusing to keep
other folk "on their toes".
Poor Mrs.
Palgrave looked up to him because she was the old-fashioned, loyal servant,
abiding by her master's wishes, whatever they might be. Forgiving his
eccentricities. Making excuses for his behavior. Protecting him from
"trollops". As if he couldn't manage that himself, if he wanted to. If being the operative word.
Her roving
gaze now alighted on a brown-top riding boot discarded by the fire. The twin
had been abandoned likewise on the other side of the hearth, where it lay half
under a chair, kicked off with evident impatience. Both boots bore the shiny,
polished patina of "brand new", and the box sat upon the chair
cushion, the lid proudly proclaiming the bespoke makers 'Peal & Co.' and
boasting of their royal patronage. Expensive. Yet the boots had been rejected
by their new owner.
Restless. Aspires to be...well...doesn't really
know what he wants. Hard to please.
Something
whispered through her, like a subtle draft through her body. Again she looked
over her shoulder to confirm that she was quite alone.
Her pulse
had picked up its pace as if to warn her and yet there was nobody in the room.
Turning to
the fire again, she impulsively reached for the coal scuttle and tossed another
shovel of coal onto the fire. There, she would take the high road and see to
his comfort, even if he did not do the same for her.
Smiling to
herself, she replaced the fire screen and then continued her tour of his study,
absorbing all that she could about her employer while she had this chance to
explore unobserved. She ran a fingertip across the ornately painted globe
inside its brass and wood frame, assessed the cut glass decanters in the
Tantalus, and then admired the untidy, bulging library of books, stacked and
queued behind leaded-glass doors. There seemed to be neither rhyme nor reason
to the way the books were placed— travel guides beside poetry, and astrology
beside wine-making. Subjects on anything a person could possibly think up.
Yes, that
further substantiated her idea of him not knowing yet what he wanted.
Ever would
have loved such a collection of books at her disposal when she was a child, for
she always had so many questions running around her brain. Her father used to
say he'd never seen such an insatiable thirst for learning.
A row of
trophies and tall cups decorated the mantle, gleaming in the soft, wavering
light, like Aladdin's treasure trove. All of these won with the power of a
man's fists and the shedding of blood. Appalling, really, when one thought
about it. Of course, there was nothing new about blood-sport for the spectator.
The Romans had their gladiators at which to cheer and gape. Human sacrifice for
entertainment.
Fearless. But was it bravery or bravado? Or the
sense of having nothing to lose?
The walls
of his study were covered in tournament posters and framed sepia photographs,
showing various circus performers and fairground acts with a backdrop of
striped canvas tents. She studied them closer, but among the costumed figures
could pick out none that matched the vision she nurtured of the mysterious Mr.
Hart.
The largest
piece of furniture in the room, and the most ornate, was his desk. With thick
legs intricately carved, it was medieval in style— something at which an
Archbishop, or another ecclesiastical dignitary, would once have sat to cast
fear and awe into the hearts of the humble peasantry. A wide leather chair
crouched in readiness behind it, two plump, well-worn arms poised in wait. And
there, on the blotter, beneath the oil lamp, she spied a pewter paperweight in
the shape of a seahorse. Three small words were inscribed upon its body: Death,
Love and Dreams. Tempted to pick it up, she satisfied herself instead by
trailing her fingers over the curling shape, from the elegant head to the
spiraled tail.
She'd read
somewhere that seahorses cling with their tail for stability in the same way
that babies cling to offered fingers. It was also true, apparently, that when
they found their mate, seahorses entwined tails and danced together at least
once every day, to maintain their attachment. And they mated for life.
Somewhere in the vaults of her mind there lived the image of painted wooden
seahorses spinning around and around in the breeze through an open window. But
the memories from her very early childhood were nothing more than dashes of
light that came and went through a lace curtain. Of late those memories had
become even more faded.
Suddenly
feeling an inexplicable hollow of sadness in her heart, she moved away from the
desk and the seahorse.
Now there
was no further avoiding the black cloth, and whatever secrets it held custody.
The thing that had lured her into the room was before her, filling the corner
like a dark altar. Saved till last.
Ever scratched
the side of her neck with anxious fingers, feeling constricted by the tight
lace collar that suddenly chafed her skin. Glancing over her shoulder, she
checked the room again to be sure she was alone. The door was still ajar, the
coals in the fireplace wheezing softly.
It was only
a peep and if a man was vain enough to have himself sculpted in the nude, he
surely ought to be prepared for unladylike curiosity. So she gripped the soft
velvet between thumb and forefinger. Another breath. Another beat skipped
within her heart.
And slowly
she lifted the cloth.
"It's
not a patch on the genuine article, you know."
copyright Jayne Fresina 2016
