April 29th is the release date for the first book in my new series, a saga that follows several generations of a scandalous and very unusual family through the eras of Georgian, Regency and Victorian England. And the progress won't always be in a straight line!
As a voracious reader and lover of family sagas myself, I wanted to write a series that would take readers on the kind of journey I've always enjoyed -- one that winds around a cast of quirky characters with faults and fallibilities, who sometimes make you shake your head, sometimes cause a little smoke from the ears, even occasionally a groan of despair. But then they make you laugh a lot, and ultimately they are forgiven and loved because you're on their side and you can't help yourself. Sort of like any real family.
In any case, that's my plan. ;)
TRUE STORY
Olivia Monday, an impoverished widow, has taken a position
as "secretary" to an eccentric, scandalous rake - a divorced man with
a brood of eight children and at least two gun-shot wounds. For six months,
against the advice of her remaining family members, she agrees to live in his
remote Cornish castle and put pen to paper on his behalf.
Despite everything she's heard about him, she's unafraid.
Olivia welcomes the distraction this unusual post will provide— as well as the
large fee— because the alternative of relying on relatives to put a roof over
her head is intolerable.
True Deverell has decided it's time to set the record
straight. He means to dictate his memoirs to this little widow who, according
to the instructions he sent to his solicitor, should merely be plain and have a
neat hand. Those are his only requirements. He doesn't want any distractions,
has endured his fill of scandal and intends now to leave the "True
Story" on paper so that perhaps, one day, people will forgive his
mistakes.
But when Mrs. Olivia Monday arrives on his doorstep in her
leaky boots and crumpled bonnet, True realizes that perhaps his story isn't
over yet.
EXCLUSIVE EXCERPT:
The young
man stared in surprise, one hand on the door handle. He bore some resemblance
to his father, but his face was softer, more spoiled, as yet unmarked by life
and experience.
"Sir!"
he exclaimed, "There's a stray, odd-looking female skulking about in the
hall."
She hastily
gathered her wits. "I was not skulking." Scrambling for an
explanation, she added, "I was looking for...anybody." Since there
had been no other sign of life when she came downstairs, Olivia went searching
and followed the sound of raised male voices to this door.
Her new employer
suddenly appeared beside the younger man, leaping into view— with considerable
vitality for that hour of the morning. His eyes raked over her and then flared
brightly, as if they were matches and she a piece of flint. "Ah, Mrs. Monday.
Finally you rise. May I introduce my son. Damon, this is Mrs. Olivia Monday, a
parson's widow from Chiswick, and my new secretary."
The young
man scowled. "What on earth do you want with a female secretary?" His
tone oozed suspicion as he looked Olivia up and down again.
"I'm dictating
my memoirs, dear boy."
"
Memoirs?"
"What
else would I want her for? Look at that pinched face, ready to disapprove.
Hardly ornamental, is she? Not to be confused with a chorus girl from the Drury
Lane Theatre."
"Your
memoirs," his son repeated yet again.
"Quite so. I am writing my life story so
that when I am dead I shall leave behind me the True gospel, by which you may
lead your life. After all, when I am swept up by the Grim Reaper, who will
there be left to guide you with wisdom? Even I —fine male specimen that I am—cannot
live forever."
Damon gave his
father another skeptical glance and then swept by Olivia with a low grunt,
"Something to look forward to then."
The boy
strode away down the hall with no further word to his father, who now left the
door open, suggesting he expected her to enter. If she waited for a polite
invitation, Olivia supposed her limbs might grow cobwebs, so she followed him
into the room.
"I
feel your gaze burning holes in my back," he muttered. "Your faun-like
eyes hold a particularly intense quality, Mrs. Monday. You have questions to
ask?"
"No,
sir. None." She would watch her tongue today. However he behaved this
morning, she would not comment on it. Who did she think she was— Great Aunt
Jane? It was none of her business what he did or said or thought. As long as he
paid her.
He swung
around and propped the seat of his riding breeches against the front of his
desk, arms and ankles crossed. "Your lips, madam, are so tightly stitched
together, I fear they have something to withhold, but I would rather you keep
nothing inside. A woman's thoughts, when not allowed air, are like thorns
buried in the skin. They become infected if they are not plucked out the moment
they stick there. So we shall be honest and straightforward with each other,
Mrs. Monday, if you please."
"Shall
we?"
Ha! After the way he deceived
her last night? She held her tongue, but only just.
"You
will never get anything from me but the truth, however unpalatable. But then, I
am a man. I don't have the deceitful tendencies common in the female sex."
She
remained silent, knowing full well he wanted to prod her into an argument again.
He reminded her of one of those very large dogs with too much energy— the sort
that left muddy paw prints on a lady's gown and occasionally knocked her down
with his cheeky enthusiasm. A dog whose undisciplined behavior was usually
dismissed airily by its owner as "high spirits".
"What
did you think of my son, Mrs. Monday? Too handsome for his own good, eh?"
Her answer
was a tight, "Yes." For anyone's good, she suspected.
"You
saw the family resemblance. People do say he takes after me the most of all my cubs."
"I'm
afraid so." Oh, dear, she couldn't stop herself. Under no circumstances should
she let this friction between their personalities become one of those sparks
he'd warned her about, but there she was again, being scornful, when a simple
"Yes" would have been sufficient.
"We
have not impressed the parson's widow with our Deverell charm, I see. You disapprove
of us."
Olivia's
fingers began to hurt in their tense knot.
"Hmph.
I suppose I should be glad of that," he added. "Wouldn't want you
trying to seduce me, panting after me with your tongue hanging out."
"I
didn't think that was one of the requirements of my position here."
Why the devil couldn't she stay silent?
He laughed
lazily. "So what do you think of me? Go on, Mrs. Monday, describe me— as I
seem through your large eyes —in three words."
"I'd
rather not." She'd said enough already, more than she'd meant to.
"Can't
you think of any?" he challenged. "Don't disappoint me today by
suddenly being shy with your opinions."
Olivia struggled
for a moment, searching for words that were honest but wouldn't get her into
trouble. "Large...loud... lively."
"
Lively?"
"Restless."
The word that came to mind was 'potent', but that could mean too many other
things and he would define it in some way to embarrass her, no doubt.
"Why
was your plain little face so shocked just now?" he demanded. "No
doubt you think my son disrespectful and you wonder why I would allow it."
Had her
expression been so obvious? "If you knew that, why ask me?"
He walked
around his desk to his chair. "Damon is sixteen. I don't waste my breath
on correcting the inevitable." Pausing a moment, he gave her an odd look
for which she had no apt description. Then he added, "Of course, you're
not long out of that age yourself."
She almost
laughed. "I am eight and twenty, Mr. Deverell."
"Really?
I would never have guessed. I suppose it's because you're so small and
nondescript."
"And I
certainly never spoke in such a tone to my father, at any age."
He stared
at her for a moment, then cleared his throat and ran fingers through his hair. "So
I am a bad parent." She caught a slight smirk play over his lips as he dropped
into his chair and swung his booted feet up on the desk. "I thought I'd
get that particular criticism out of those terse lips eventually."
Olivia
hastily replied, "I know nothing of being a parent. I am here only to
write for you."
She'd never
seen a man sit with his boots up on a desk before.
Such a pose
was something one might expect from a naughty child but not a grown man.
When he used his riding crop to scratch down
inside one boot, Olivia didn't know where to look. The casual impropriety of
the gesture seemed quite unconscious on his part, as if no one had ever
troubled him with what was, or was not, the "done thing".
"I've
seen you before somewhere, woman," he muttered suddenly.
"Yes."
"Where
on earth would I have seen you? I don't usually forget a face."
"Well,
it
was a long time ago. And to be
frank, I don't believe you saw my face. I didn't see yours either."
At once his
gaze re-established that playful twinkle. "Now, I am intrigued. What parts
of me did you see?"
She felt
the urge to laugh, but held it strictly down. "Mostly your big feet. When
I was eighteen, I often assisted at my father's office. You tripped over me
there one day when you had an appointment with Mr. Chalke."
"I
did?"
"You
trampled some important papers, stepped over me, and never apologized."
"Ah. How
much do you want?" He reached into his desk as if to hand over some bank
notes or gold sovereigns there and then.
"What
can you mean, sir?"
"I
know how women hold bloody grudges. I suppose you've let that fester away for
years and now you came here to make me pay. So how much does a lady charge for
the inconvenience of being stepped over?"
She
couldn't tell whether he was serious, or merely teasing her again.
"I
don't do well with apologies," he added. "So I'd take the money, if I
was you."
"Sir, I
had entirely forgotten the incident until now."
Just after three o'clock in the afternoon, Tuesday,
March 12th, in the year 1832.
He wore a long, midnight blue coat,
beautifully made; buff colored gloves, grimy at the finger tips; and top boots
of very rich looking leather. He had smelled of tobacco, brandy and spice. Of
adventure, and daring, and everything forbidden. For those few moments her
heart, like an over-wound pocket watch, had stopped...
Olivia bit
her lip, turned away and stared out of the nearest window. A pointless exercise
since there was nothing to see but that colorless cloud of fog. And, of course,
his reflection. She was unable to escape the man. Again, Olivia thought of last
night in the kitchen, when he let her mistake him for the handyman Jameson, and
she had been struck by the overwhelming strength of his presence. Like the first
time they collided with each other, she felt a connection, which was quite
ridiculous in light of who he was.
She wished
it
had been possible to forget their
first encounter, but now fate had brought them together a second time. It was a
jolly good thing Great Aunt Jane was no longer alive.
"You are a girl with a dark and devious
imagination, Olivia Westcott. I cannot think what will become of you."
"I shall marry Mr. True
Deverell, shan't I? People say he's not fit for polite society either..."
"I see
something through my window amuses you, Mrs. Monday."
She
straightened her lips. "Your son returns to school today, sir?" she
asked, changing the subject.
"Yes."
He sighed gustily. "The brat could do very well there if he only applied
himself more to his studies. But he thinks he can do without school. Arrogant
chit."
"He
seems very...confident. I'm sure you and your wife are proud."
Behind her,
Deverell exhaled a taut huff. "He's not one of my wife's litter. Damon is
the younger of my two sons by a mistress, Emma Gibson. When she died I brought
both boys to live with me."
"Oh."
Only a man with Deverell's excessive wealth and audacity would launch his
illegitimate children into the world without even trying to mask the truth,
without shame or apology for not marrying their mother.
She turned away
from the window and faced him boldly. "It is a curious name— Damon. I do
not think I ever heard it before."
"Greek.
Loyal friend to Pythias, for whom he was ready to sacrifice himself."
"You
are a student of Greek mythology, Mr. Deverell?"
He smiled at
her, head tipped back against the leather chair. "I am a student of life,
Mrs. Monday."
"Life?"
"Stories.
I love people's stories. Don't you?"
His smile
was pleasantly crooked. Olivia could see how some might find it alluring. Even
infectious. "I never really considered—"
"For
instance,
yours, Mrs. Monday."
His eyes simmered, like cool winter sunlight on ripples of icy water. "I
would wager it's most interesting."
"Why?"
"A
young, sensible woman like you, abandoning respectability to put yourself under
my roof. What could have driven you here to me? What secrets lurk behind those
big, round eyes of yours?"
"Oh,
my story is very dull." She touched the back of her neck where a small
curl of hair had begun to tickle. Her skin seemed more awake than usual,
feeling and reacting to every tiny draft, any little contact.
"Well,
let's see...
Olivia," he muttered
thoughtfully. "I like unusual names. I made sure to give all my children
names that were uncommon, unexpected." He paused. "The name Olivia
was first coined by Shakespeare, you know. Your parents must have enjoyed the
playwright's work."
"Perhaps."
She walked
away from the window and stood before Deverell's desk, trying not to see his
boots and long, firm thighs stretched out. He smelled of leather, hay, sea
water and wet sand. Had he been out riding already? She waited for him to
invite her to sit, but no such offer was forthcoming. He continued to stare at
her in a quietly amused way, now tapping the riding crop on the outside of his
boot.
Before he
could ask her another question, she said brightly, "Damon is your youngest
child?"
"No.
Rush is fourteen and the last of Lady Charlotte's litter." To her relief,
he finally swung his feet down to the carpet where they should be. "There
is also Bryn, my adopted son who also just turned fourteen. They are both at school
together in Exeter. I thought it best not to send all my boys to the same
schools, but those two are inseparable. You will meet them in the term holidays."
He paused. "Should you stay, of course."
Olivia
refused to reassure him, yet again, that she honored her commitments. Instead
she said, "And there is only one daughter?"
"Yes."
He looked away, staring at the bookcase. "Bloody women."
She took a
breath and plowed bravely forward. "Shall we get started, Mr. Deverell? My
term of employment has begun already, and we haven't written a word."
His gaze
snapped back to her. "We can't begin work until we know each other, Mrs.
Monday."
"Know each
other?"
"We
need to...sniff one another out."
She did not.
Like. The sound. Of that.
"Would
you agree to embark on a long, intimate journey with someone about whom you
knew nothing?" he added, making his face solemn in an utterly unconvincing
way.
"I'm
not sure what sort of intimate journey you—"
"The
journey of my life story, Mrs. Monday. I will be confessing all my deepest,
darkest sins to you, commending my secrets to your hands. But how do I know I
can trust you, since you keep hiding your fingers from me?"
She gasped.
"I do not."
He pointed
with the riding crop to where she kept her hands tightly clasped in a knot before
her. "Show me."
Olivia
slowly unwound her fingers and slyly wiped her palms on her skirt before she
turned them for his examination. He leaned forward, his gaze sternly perusing
her hands.
"I am
adept at the art of palmistry, you know," he warned.
"I do
not believe in that nonsense."
"Then you
needn't be worried. Keep your hands still, woman, and let me study the
lines."
"They
are still."
"You're
waving them about all over the place." He used this as an excuse to grab
her left hand, and Olivia felt her pulse quicken. His grip was very strong,
crushing her fingers.
She tried—
she really tried. But it was no good. Unable to bear his scrutiny, she pulled
her fingers away from his grip and put both hands behind her back.
"Mrs.
Monday, you are being truculent again."
"I am
not, sir," she exclaimed breathlessly. "I gave you long enough to study
them. They are quite innocent and capable."
"Hmm.
The former, I have yet to ascertain. The latter I will agree with, although
what exactly they are capable of remains
to be seen." He grinned in that lopsided way. "I confess I can't wait
to discover it for myself."
He was testing
her, she sensed. Trying his boundaries.
"You
had better behave, sir, or you just might find out."
She knew
she should never have said it, but there it was. He drew out the worst in her,
it seemed.
Rather than
be put off by this remark, his eyes gleamed polished silver. "Shall I be
spanked and sent to a corner?"
"If
that's necessary, sir."
"You'd
have to catch me first. I'm very fast."
Olivia
arched an eyebrow. Perhaps, despite his love of tales, he'd never heard the
fable of the tortoise and the hare.
"But
only when I don't want to be caught," he added slyly.
"I'll
bear that in mind then, sir."
He fell
back into his chair, making it creak loudly. "Shakespeare's Olivia, if I
recall correctly, declares herself in mourning for seven years— until she falls
stupidly in love with Cesario, simply because he has a habit of saying exactly
what he thinks, not coating his words with honey for the lady."
"Oh?"
"But
it turns out that Cesario is a woman living in disguise as a man. So there is a
lesson for you, Mrs. Monday."
"Never
to fall in love with a woman dressed as a man?"
He laughed.
"Or...first impressions can be misleading. People are not always what they
appear to be, or... what they want you to believe."
Olivia
suddenly felt as if he had somehow stripped her naked with the sharp edge of
his steel-grey gaze.
It was, by
no means, as unpleasant a sensation as it should be, but every pore on her body
felt the wicked caress of that blade, whispering over the surface of her skin.
TRUE STORY - coming on April 29th, 2015.
Copyright Jayne Fresina 2015